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ビバ★ロック～Japanese Side～ by ORANGE RANGE
Princess Charleston by Kanon Wakeshima
Still Doll by Kanon Wakeshima
Suna no Oshiro by Kanon Wakeshima
For You by Azu
Heavenly Days by Aragaki Yui
Dango Daikazoku by Chata
Saya's Joy by Mark Mancina
Saya's Courage by Mark Mancina
Saya's Destiny by Mark Mancina
My Love by Westlife
Ghost Hunt
Kawaranai Mono by Oku Hanako

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Oh well. then, i might as well.. HMM.

ok, here, this post is just for you. & once you continue reading this, you'll know that it's really for you.

Yeah. ok. how should i put this. First of all, yes, i'm a coward for not daring to tell you in person, so that's why i'm typing it here, as i know occasionally, you'll visit my blog. Ok, i'm sorry but i don't think that we can be best friends anymore. I had enough of all these nonsensical & annoying stuff. Yes, i admit that i've been giving you the cold shoulders, which lead you to bad moods nowadays. That's because, whenever i look at you, i get reminded of that miserable & stupid past.  Yeah, it's the past, but somehow i ain't mature enough to move on. I gave you so many chances & yet you had to destroy every single one of them. Not even a word of apology was said to me, when you were the one who kept getting angry at me & the others. Instead, i was the one who had to apologise. What is this? I didn't do anything, yet i had to do so? I still remember clearly why that day i ignored you. Cuz, i shouted for someone & unknowingly did so in front of your ear, & you got so damn pissed. COME ON, i didn't do it on purpose & it's not like you didn't do it before RIGHT!? Yes, i remembered that before that, i was in a bad mood, so maybe i influenced you too. But dude, i apologised & you didn't.

Yeah, i know this post is somehow blaming you, but don't you think so? Unless i've misunderstood something, tell me.

It seems that i'm the LAST to know your 'secrets'. What's that supposed to mean? I don't get a single shit of that action of yours. i don't have to be the first, but LAST?

In case you don't realise it, all these crap started because you hanged out with those people too much. K discussed with you over this issue, & you promised that you'll try to change. But did you ever try? After making that promise, you did that all over again, disappointing us. Now, it seems that you're trying to change, but sorry, to me, i think it's all too late.

We can still be friends, but not best, or even close friends anymore. I'm sick & tired of all these rubbish. I've encountered many problems with other best friends all these years, but i've to say, this year's is the worst ever. I hate it to the fucking core.

Let me tell you this straight, the others & i think that you're quite immature.

I'm done with my 'speech'. So, if i'm wrong about some parts, you can correct me.



You don't know how much i've been through all these while. I'm cursing with the 'f' word so damn much than usual, cuz i get annoyed & upset easily. Previously, i've only been using that word when i'm really furious about something. But now, i'm using it like it's a norm to say that. I ain't trying to look pitiful here or anything, i'm just typing the truth & the truth. That's that.

I hope that you'll read this sooner. Bye. back to top?