Melodies:
Kataomoi by Chara
ビバ★ロック～Japanese Side～ by ORANGE RANGE
Princess Charleston by Kanon Wakeshima
Still Doll by Kanon Wakeshima
Suna no Oshiro by Kanon Wakeshima
For You by Azu
Heavenly Days by Aragaki Yui
Dango Daikazoku by Chata
Saya's Joy by Mark Mancina
Saya's Courage by Mark Mancina
Saya's Destiny by Mark Mancina
My Love by Westlife
Ghost Hunt
Kawaranai Mono by Oku Hanako

habitat: 1/6,2/6,3/7, 4/7, band room.
❥Clique: Pamela,Alina, Amethyst, Athena, Brenda, Christalbel, Dorothy, JingRu, Natali, Nicole(really miss you!), Siti,YongWei
❥4/7 Row: Amanda Wee, Bernice, Cheng Siew, Claudia, Kai Wei, Rachel Claire Ming, Suleshna, Wan Ting, Ying Ying + Amanda Joy
❥Trumpet Section: YongWei,Joanne,Lynn, Alicia, Nichola, ShiLi, SuChin, YuFang, Amelia, Hana, Ivie, SiYing, XingXing, Kaarthika, Nicole, Amanda, Chloe, Corvene

As I can see, my blog is rather dead....like i can see flies circling around it.

Well, this post, as you can see from the title, is kinda my reflection on my own life. Argh, weird i know, but i just decided to do it anyway. SO, bare with me as this is gonna be rather boring. -_-
As boring as any teacher would find themselves being bored to tears when they read your reflections for the year or it being a solution to help them sleep when they can't.

Hm, i kinda started reflecting when this blind young man, together with the organisation he's in (dialogue in the dark or something) came to our school a few days back. or was it yesterday? Never mind. Yeah, & he's blind. But that ain't the worst part. The worst part is that he was born a normal person who could see like any other normal person prior. All of a sudden, he lost his sight at the age of 27 or close. He was accustomed to seeing everything in the world for 27 freaking years, & he lost it just like that. (But to my amazement, he's rather optimistic about life..well, at least to me.) Do you know how painful is that? Not being able to see your parents' faces, or your family's, relatives' & friends' for as long as he lives? Well, no one does, neither do i. In exception of those who are on the same boat as him.

At that moment, i realised how much advantage i had taken on all those blessings & the daily routines that i've been going through. Such as, thinking that the water & food supply will go on forever. Or the fact that electricity is gonna be here for centuries. Finding walking home from the bus stop rather boring & tiring, or in fact, whatever usual things that we do boring; brushing your teeth, bathing, eating, walking, running, talking & the list goes on.

Did you know that all these count as a blessing?

Cuz, those disabled people out there are unable to do those things that we humans normally do. Some can't walk, talk, eat by themselves, bathe by themselves, gotta depend on other senses to navigate themselves around cuz their sight do not help them anymore etcetera.

Life sure is short. For all i know, the very next day, my existence might be eradicated from his world. Sigh. It is definitely blessed to know that i managed to wake up the next morning,every morning to see my love ones & friends.

I can't believe that i complained & wallowed in self pity about having eczema.
'Why am i always feeling so itchy?'
'Why can't i have normal skin like others?'
'Taking care of it is so darn troublesome.'
When i compare myself to others who are in a worst plight than i am, i feel like a freak.

Yeah, a freak.

On a side note, i'm rather shocked, & kinda touched when Mdm Khaw & Mr Ng actually questioned about my health(basically eczema) & asked what are the triggers & so on. Like, i never knew she was that caring. From what i see, she's always behaving like some ah beng & he's always...talking about his funny life. Ahaha. But i guess i shouldn't be surprised, cuz the themselves have children of their own.

So folks, start counting your blessings with a help of a calculator(it is recommended to use it) , stop whining about what you don't have.

Ps. this is just what i think; it's my reflection anyway. If you don't agree, go ahead. But keep your mouth shut & don't bother debating. I advise that you save your breath. (: back to top?