Melodies:
Kataomoi by Chara
ビバ★ロック～Japanese Side～ by ORANGE RANGE
Princess Charleston by Kanon Wakeshima
Still Doll by Kanon Wakeshima
Suna no Oshiro by Kanon Wakeshima
For You by Azu
Heavenly Days by Aragaki Yui
Dango Daikazoku by Chata
Saya's Joy by Mark Mancina
Saya's Courage by Mark Mancina
Saya's Destiny by Mark Mancina
My Love by Westlife
Ghost Hunt
Kawaranai Mono by Oku Hanako

habitat: 1/6,2/6,3/7, 4/7, band room.
❥Clique: Pamela,Alina, Amethyst, Athena, Brenda, Christalbel, Dorothy, JingRu, Natali, Nicole(really miss you!), Siti,YongWei
❥4/7 Row: Amanda Wee, Bernice, Cheng Siew, Claudia, Kai Wei, Rachel Claire Ming, Suleshna, Wan Ting, Ying Ying + Amanda Joy
❥Trumpet Section: YongWei,Joanne,Lynn, Alicia, Nichola, ShiLi, SuChin, YuFang, Amelia, Hana, Ivie, SiYing, XingXing, Kaarthika, Nicole, Amanda, Chloe, Corvene

POO, it's been a thousand years since i've updated man.. Sushi asked me why is my blog so so dead. HAHA so i guess i shall update for you ok! Though maybe it doesn't really interest you, but yeah. Anyway,  i really had no time or i was just too tired to do anything. I guess now i know how Sucai felt last year. :O Oh gosh, my schedule is like &&)&_^$&*)~*_##^$ !!! Check it out.

Monday: poa tuition.
Tuesday: band
wednesday: chinese tuition
thursday: band
friday: poa tuition
saturday: band, church
sunday: science & maths tuition.

I'm just gonna die. I LOVE BAND but it really can be tiring at times. Especially when there's sectionals. Y'know, the bringing of stands, instruments and stands to and fro from the band room and classrooms... i really hate that part. OMG. Takes really lots of energy. i rather run 2.4km ok.

Today, they announced the result of those who got into SYF. Sigh, though i got in, i still feel sad for some who didn't get in. oh well. Speaking of SYF, many of my classmates and sec5 friends opted out from SYF. Reason? Their cca standards deteriorated drastically(no hope to achieve gold), so they find it a waste of time to train hard, and rather use that time to study. This is something that i have to agree, but i don't find it a waste of time though. That's because i find all the practices really enjoyable. Hee, i'm so in love with my Trumpet, i just can't bear to part from it. ):

Sigh, things really changed as time passed. I really wanna achieve that Gold award, but seriously, do you think that we can make it with that kinda standard? Yes, there is some improvement, but definitely not enough. For the previous SYF, we were more hard working, took every single practices seriously, and even had additional sectionals which was not during band time. Eh look at us now, sectionals became such a slack, people skipping band when they feel like it, and no one bothers about having an additional practice. Like within half an hour of sectionals, we only practiced for 5 minutes, while the other 25 minutes was for talking. We had soooo many section talks, but nothing ever changed. I really can't stand all this shit anymore. You guys, come and tell me how to achieve that awesome result with all these bullshit!? CUT ME SOME SLACK MAN! Let me tell you this, if the seniors were still here, SOME of you would be immediately out of SYF. Hello, please wake up alright? SYF is not next year, but in 2 MONTHS time. This is seriously not a joke.

If we achieved a Silver or lower, I don't think I'd cry. It's expected.

I'm sorry, i know it's really offensive, but this is a fact. I don't hate you guys ok.


Haiz, you stole my part, i really hate you for life man. You think you very cool is it, play first for both + solo. you better don't play the wrong pitch due to tiredness, because you said that you can manage it. GOLD AH, GOLD. KEEP THAT IN MIND.

& my poor stm kiddo also. sigh. stolen part. that feeling sucks. i wonder how she feels. hmm.

Tsk, who on earth can get over this man? I ain't any sort of leader, someone useful or smart, so i thought i finally found something that i can make people acknowledge my existence or show that i ain't any useless piece of shit. But now? i guess i should be a useless freak for all my life.

Sometimes, i envy the past sec5 seniors because the teachers and conductors always share something different with them. But now? it seems that they don't even care. Ms wee only cares about me handing in homework. what the fuck?

i really don't know la. i am so fucking pissed off now. Can't continue anymore. Bye freaks.

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